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Scrapes and Scraps (Demos, Outtakes, Oddities 2003​-​2013)

by Brock Harris

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1.
Unconvinced (B. Harris) You're feeling desperate now You're sparing no expense You'll do what it takes to take me down That's all of which I'm convinced You tell me everything is fine, But you're dying on the inside You say that you have lived and you've learned But you're still choking on your pride I'm unconvinced And none of this makes much sense How we could be in love and still we tear ourselves apart We swear we're gonna try to make a brand new start I'm unconvinced And none of this makes much sense How we could be in love and still we tear ourselves apart Knowing we've run dry of the love in our hearts (I'm unconvinced you're who you convinced me that you are)
2.
I Don't Believe You When You Say This Will Last (B. Harris) I don't believe you when you say this will last Too good to be true- how could this come to pass? I look for the cracks in our perfect lives I watch my back for your hidden knives I want so bad to believe in the long run Forever with you, forever with you I blame you for the things that they've done How can I make it up to you? Others before you pledged their undying love and others before you could never get enough and others before you made me who I am and others before you are why I shut down I want so bad to believe in the long run Forever with you, forever with you I blame you for the things that they've done How can I make it up to you?
3.
We Are in a Very Good Place (B. Harris) Can't help but get my hopes up I may just float away I'm tuning out the negative speak the naysayers say I'm up all night with you to greet the light of day Knowing we'll see it all through We're gonna be OK 'cause we are in a very good place When your smile is reflected on my face and we've got the whole world to show a love like ours only so few know And the sun shines brighter with you I want to be with you in all you do My heart skips into outer space 'cause we are in a very good place
4.
We Are in a Very Good Place (B. Harris) Can't help but get my hopes up I may just float away I'm tuning out the negative speak the naysayers say I'm up all night with you to greet the light of day Knowing we'll see it all through We're gonna be OK 'cause we are in a very good place When your smile is reflected on my face and we've got the whole world to show a love like ours only so few know And the sun shines brighter with you I want to be with you in all you do My heart skips into outer space 'cause we are in a very good place
5.
Just a Feeling (B. Harris) How do I smile when I know so much is wrong? How do I set my feelings to a song? How do I smile when so much is wrong? When it seems that we don't have long? It's just a feeling- but I think we'll be alright I've got a feeling- that we'll love into the night It's just a feeling- and Lord, I hope I'm right I've got a feeling- I'm beginning to see the light
6.
Ultra-matum (B. Harris) Your mind is a vault and your secrets it keeps I ask too much, I get in too deep I hear things I never wanted to know You love me more than you will ever show This life - evolving yet unchanging and love - uniting and estranging and death - always lies waiting and I - I'm here for the taking So please don't keep me waiting I'll trade your neglect for my swinging mood Advances rebuked with an attitude Asking ourselves why we even care Why are we here when we want to be there? This life - evolving yet unchanging and love - uniting and estranging and death - always lies waiting and I - I'm here for the taking So please don't keep me waiting
7.
Whore it Up! (B. Harris) You keep your motor clean, baby 'cuz you've been racking up the miles now, baby Oh, don't you, don't you say maybe I want you, want you, want you, want you, baby I wanna use your body, and you want to use it too Whore it up Whore it up Whore it up You don't give a fuck Oh, you want to use your body, and I want to use it too Whore it up Whore it up Whore it up You don't give a fuck
8.
Whore it Up! (B. Harris) Instrumental Demo
9.
Cooling Waters (B. Harris) Bring me back, I'm distracted You gotta help me stay in line My mind is always elsewhere I know it looks like I'm wasting time But til I get these thoughts out I won't get nothing done The present, the past, and the future What I'll do and what I've done Just leave me with these thoughts please A cigarette and a cool Spring breeze Standing outside waiting on the rain To wash away the shame To wash away the pain
10.
To This Day (B. Harris) I remember the girl from so many years ago I remember the sunlight on her face I remember the world that I used to know and no one in it could take her place I remember a time we could be anything if we stuck together, me and you and I go back sometimes in my mind when everything felt so new And all these things keep me safe inside my head Warm memories of you and all the things you said I can't recall why you had to go away but I recall your smile to this day
11.
She'll Never Love You Like That (B. Harris) She's a good girl She's a sweet girl She's a nice girl but she will never love you like that She's a fine girl She's a smart girl She's a hip girl but she will never love you like that You make yourself think that you're in love Convince yourself she's sent from above She is such a good friend to you But she'll never be that into you She's a good girl She's a sweet girl She's a nice girl but she will never love you like that She's a fine girl She's a smart girl She's a hip girl but she will never love you like that No, she'll never love you like that
12.
I'll Protect You (B. Harris) February of '84, I never wanted something more than my newborn baby brother, I would love him like no other I still can't and never will forget the first time that we met I had someone to take care of, to fight with, and to share love And it would grow and keep us close like you could never know When time and miles kept us apart he was always in my heart Tiny little baby grown into a man I guess as time goes by it's all part of the plan I remember before you could crawl Swore I'd protect you- protect you from it all Little did I know how things would go I was quite young too So much has changed, but one thing's the same How much I love you... Tiny little baby grown into a man I guess as time goes by it's all part of the plan I remember before you could crawl Swore I'd protect you- protect you from it all
13.
The Quiet Light (B. Harris) The little boy outside your window wants to know if you can come out and play- for a while today The little girl on your front porch wants you to come outside for a while- it would make her smile But you can't go 'til you do your chores Take out the trash, sweep up the floor today Remember when your biggest worry was playing with friends? You'd always hurry 'cuz you had a dinner time curfew Back to the house, wash up for bed Sunshine dreams are in your head tonight The man in the moon is watching you sleep Keeping you peaceful under his quiet light
14.
Everything's Sunny (Brock Harris, Jeremy Tyson) Everything's sunny in my world Everything's sunny in a girl Everything's sunny, and you think it's funny But everything's sunny in my world This pudding is a burden of proof Proof to which you are aloof I think it's scary, enough bloody marys Will somehow bring out the truth I don't care, I don't mind, not a lot you're gonna find Up the skirt of a long lost friend When we all know where he's been Why's my friend in a skirt? Nevermind, it's a sleeping shirt One I gave to this girl Everything's sunny in my world
15.
Over Me (Acoustic) (B. Harris) Have you forgot my name or do you still feel the same? I sent you on a walk of shame, and I wouldn't play your game I know it's for the best when you turned out like all the rest Neurotic and depressed- you were oversexed and unimpressed Nowhere in your mind will you ever find your peace Until you finally see there can be no "we" Are you over me- and what can't be? Set me free- will you leave me be? Can't you see- what you've done to me? Finally- will you leave me be this time?
16.
Over Me (Acoustic) (B. Harris) Have you forgot my name or do you still feel the same? I sent you on a walk of shame, and I wouldn't play your game I know it's for the best when you turned out like all the rest Neurotic and depressed- you were oversexed and unimpressed Nowhere in your mind will you ever find your peace Until you finally see there can be no "we" Are you over me- and what can't be? Set me free- will you leave me be? Can't you see- what you've done to me? Finally- will you leave me be this time?
17.
White's Ferry (J. Anders) Well the things we shared through all the years The light in my eyes when you were near And I live with my mistakes Most everyday Well the nights I spent while holding you The look in your eyes inside I knew Now the tears are falling I ain't over you And the tears they fall like rain The pain in my heart when I hear your name And the days just keep getting longer And the nights turn into days When you say never I cover up my ears Small town boys dont fly around here Oh, the things I'd say And the things I can't If it's meant to be one day it will be I'll be waiting patiently Deep in my heart I know it ain't true And the tears they fall like rain The pain in my heart when I hear your name And the days just keep getting longer And the nights turn into days So I write down things that I never will say Pass your street and I look away Keep it all down Down deep in my heart Guess the timing is off for a man like me Things you needed I could never be Well I guess you could see it A little sooner than I could And the tears they fall like rain The pain in my heart when I hear your name And the days just keep getting longer And the nights turn into days ...and the nights turn into days
18.
Empty Stable (for Mark Linkous) (B. Harris) Everything that's made is made to decay But why now? And why this way? Could you see the light we saw inside you? Did it all become too much for you? Your broken gifts repaired broken hearts A soundtrack to life that hit like velveteen darts And you decide that your work here is done And you set yourself free beyond the moon and the sun Now there's an empty stable We'll hold it for you as long as we're able So sad that you weren't stronger Wish that you could have stayed longer We all want to know why And we'll think of you when we look to the sky One last horseback ride Before you gallup off to the other side Goodbye...
19.
Young, Brilliant, and Dead (B. Harris) I got the word today I called up a friend with nothing to say I was making plans to see you play When he told me you'd passed away You've got be joking - you were 37 years old! You warmed my heart for a short time and now you're lying cold Was it the heroin or did your heart stop on its own? I thought you'd stay around a while Now suddenly you're gone I wonder what made you tick, what was in your head? 'cuz you were young, you were brilliant, and now my friend, you're dead
20.
By Me (Demo) 01:49
By Me (B. Harris) Pictures of us running through my mind I wish that we could have had more time I wish that I could still get close to you but I've got so much explaining to do Now it's out of line, it's not meant to be You were all you could be, but I just couldn't see The pain that you feel, the blood that you bleed was caused- it was caused by me
21.
I Hate This Town (B. Harris) There's nothing 'round this town for someone like me No one I want to know Nothing I care to see I know there's so much more down that interstate I gotta get out of here before it's too late I've tried to convince myself that I could be happy here Every day that passes by adds to the wasted years I wonder what it is that's keeping me tied down How'd I end up here? I hate this town
22.
You Were Dead When I Met You (B. Harris) Instrumental Demo)
23.
R.A.W. (B. Harris) Instrumental Demo
24.
Wish I Did (B. Harris) I play these songs at night when no one's awake to hear them Full of words I've never said to you I play these songs at night when you're not awake to hear them but sometimes I think somehow you still do Oh, I swear that you do And then the sun comes up, we start a brand new day Pretend that nothing happened and we go our separate ways ...our separate ways I don't mean to alarm you, but I'm passing by your house You know I'd never harm you, I'm as quiet as a church mouse I just want to know you're OK- I will never come inside Here's the truth for you: I never once lied I wish I did I wish I did You know... I wish I did
25.
Baby With a Silent Scream (B. Harris) What I call my life's blessing Sometimes feels so depressing 'cause you've been here and done this all before I think my outlook's bleak Shut down, won't even speak Can't bomb your way Through my heart's door Our love is so dreamy It makes me wake up screaming Screaming for you And you're right by my side Leave me alone Get the fuck out of our happy home It's been so long now Since that baby died
26.
My Favorite Sinner (B. Harris) This time of year is about returning Finding your way back to where you're from This time of year when the leaves are burning and you can't believe you almost didn't come No, you can't believe you almost didn't come No place I'd rather be than walking down Kelly Street Reaffirming why you were never mine Though you let me come inside you, I never loved you, but I tried to But I just could not find the time No, I just couldn't find the time But hey! Hey! I still remember Your body burnin' hot like glowing embers Hey! Hey! So tender and limber You kept my cold heart warm in the dead of Winter I will always remember, you were my favorite sinner
27.
Take a Little Time (B. Harris) Baby, it's fine I'm not yours and you're not mine Maybe in time But right now it's out of line I saw in your eyes what black shades can't disguise This only applies to what you tried to surmise Take a little time with your love Anyone can fit you like a glove Take a little time to see it through There's things they know that they don't share with you I'm trying to get you back in line ...won't you take a little time?
28.
True Love Ends (B. Harris) We weren't right together, I should've done you better Now we can never change the way things ended up You hurt me 'cuz I let you, and though I wish I never met you I'd give anything to change the way things ended up We weren't right as lovers, and now we can't be friends We've both gone that way before and it all began again We weren't right as lovers, and now we can't be friends Now we finally get to see how our true love ends And I say, "would you do it all over again?" And there were nights when I held you tight, felt like I owned the world Nothing mattered but me and you-- you were my only girl We couldn't see eye to eye, no we could not be friends You weren't ever really mine and you never will be again We weren't right as lovers, and now we can't be friends We've both gone that way before and it all began again We weren't right as lovers, and now we can't be friends Now we finally get to see how our true love ends And I say, "I would do it all over again..."
29.
Red Cent Moon (B. Harris) Clouds apart and open eyes - to see which way the albatross flies Telescope the universe - to end up in a hatchback hearse Empty pockets under a red cent moon - bottle rockets lighting up my room The dockets say I will be served soon - with empty pockets under a red cent moon She explains her way is the right way to love - I hit the highway and chose none of the above I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't - Will I never quell my need for want Empty pockets under a red cent moon - bottle rockets lighting up my room The dockets say I will be served soon - with empty pockets under a red cent moon Empty pockets under a red cent moon - bottle rockets lighting up my room The dockets say I will be served soon - with empty pockets under a red cent moon
30.
You will never learn, you'll never learn Trust must be earned, until you get burned You will never find someone your kind, You'll always be blind and lagging two steps behind Here's your daily epiphany Born of a fleeting glint of clarity You assess the mess of your self-made tragedy While I stand by and laugh at the hilarity
31.
A Brighter Morning (B. Harris) For all our ups and downs For all our ins and outs We've got our act together and we know what it's about Ambling through life, Do we really have a clue? Only thing I know is you got me and I got you Middle of the night I pull your body close Wrap myself around the girl I love most I feel sure that we will see this life through and when the sun comes up I'll be right next to you And I can't deny all the love I feel for you Without a doubt, I'm pretty sure this one might be true You know I'm only joking just like I always do A million day breaks, baby I picked this one just for you
32.
Such a Long Time (B. Harris) Baby, I don't want to wait forever Forever is such a long time Baby, I will wait forever if that will someday make you mine Forever is such a long time Honey, you won't be forgotten I'll carry the good and forget the bad Inside, you're dead and you are rotten But I treasure the dirty sex we had Oh, I treasure the dirty sex we had
33.
Temporary Courtship Alliance (B. Harris) You and I both understand That though we walk hand in hand (this is just a plastic kind of love) We don't care what others think We're just here to smoke and drink (and then home where I will wear you like a glove) A mutually beneficial understanding I let you come, you let me go No strings attached, we're equally detached This is the only way to go
34.
Dusk (Demo) 03:41
Dusk (B. Harris) Early evening - or maybe just late afternoon The sun has warmed up - a cup of coffee for the moon Stars come out - like sleepy children getting out of bed My day is done - I'm left to ponder all you said If I come by - would it go like I hope it would? Would you cry - or laugh and tell me I never could Be the one - the man that you need me to be Set me straight - open my eyes and help me... See the world through your eyes, can you help me realize What works for me won't work for you? We're 2 hearts beating black & blue The sun will rise and show the shame and we'll be left with guilt and blame Torn between our hearts and heads, you swallowed every line I fed (you) Now it's dusk - down dirt roads where no one sees I have your trust - do you want to leave with me? And leave behind - all the things that plague your head And in time - forgive all we did and... Said too much to turn back now and gone further than is allowed These memories are dim lit dreams, that silk love fuss and blood soaked screams Night is here, too dark to see - what's meant to be will always be The sun goes down on our last day and we are left to go our separate ways

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OVER 1 1/2 HOURS OF SELF-INDULGENT MUSIC!

A lot of times musicians will sketch songs out to get a better feel for how they should sound in a more fully produced sense. Sometimes those sketches are all that comes of those songs. That's the case here. 34 songs written and/or recorded between 2003 and 2013. No real mixing, mastering, leveling, or prettying up has gone into these versions. They are presented to you here "as is", otherwise they may never see the light of day. Enjoy!

Brock
May 15, 2013
West Monroe, LA

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released May 14, 2013

All songs written by Brock Harris
except "Everything's Sunny" written by
Brock Harris and Jeremy Tyson
and "White's Ferry" written by
Joey Anders

All songs performed and recorded by Brock Harris
Art design by Brock Harris
Published by Hollowpark Music (BMI)
Unheard Records UHR-007

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